Rainbows, Butterflies & Compromise

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the past 4 times ive gotten drunk, i’ve blacked out and done the all time STUPIDEST things i could do. i call his dumbass, i freak out and go insane. obviously alcohol is not the answer to any of my problems right now. its just making it worse.

(Source: thefreshprinceofbel-air)

i regret every mean, nasty, hurtful thing i have ever said to you.

i regret every mean, nasty, hurtful action i have made against you.

i regret ever letting you out of my grasp.

iregretnot always being completely honest with you.

i regret getting mad at you for silly things.

i regret not trusting you enough.

i regret not telling you i love you enough.

i regret not letting you know how amazing you are and how beautiful you are enough.

i regret not making you even more important than you already were/are.

i regret these things because i now realize its my fault your gone. i regret these things because i let you walk away without a fight. but im going to fight now. even if im too late. i wont stop till you know that all of the things i regret, are things that might make you want to stay.

the only thing i dont regret…. is being able to spend all the time i did with you.

im sorry & i love you. always&forever.